Fifth post of the holiday :

Icy cold fingertips as always , the inevitable dull ambiance coating me . Its growing on me .. *insert eye rolls here* .
Last time my buds were present it was a few nights ago . V wanting to defy the ground rules and rebel and later on mentioned she had to be home by 10 *insert hysterical laughter . McD dinner and the ghost stories .. Eager to get behind the wheels. 2 more bloody years . And now here at Grandmas . Endless weddings . Moving on to rants : Every speck of rapture is now embittered , tryna salvage summore for worthy beings . Did i mention it drizzles almost everyday now? Pleasing yes . In a way . It intrigues me vexatiously how certain beings regard themselves with such pride not in the egomaniac-ish method y'know arses like Trump says , but in a this reverse psychology type-ish way to actually..actually..God knows what im ranting . Hell its the pits . Indebted to this particular being for that .